do you ever wonder if this is the life you are meant to lead. are you doing it right could someone else do it better than you? why do I feel like lately I fuck everything up. I don't know if I do anything right anymore. I'm not even angry about it or anything I just feel like someone else could have made so much more out of my life. made it more ( Read more... )

I had a lot of time to think this weekend b/c I went up north. it was pretty funny alot of tension b/w me and ana though not really sure why just everytime her parents were nice to me like they usually are she got mad and she was just mean alot I think there is something behind it but it really hurt my feelings. we get over it though sometimes ( Read more... )

this entry is dedicated to my darling _x_curri_x_ otherwise known as cari vandouser ( Read more... )

what a fricken morning. not cool what so ever I stayed up till 4:30 about talking to someone and then evey called me at 8 so I talked to her for a while then went back to bed and got up at 10:45 which is really early considering how late I went to bed and I was eating my breakfast. well I found out that thursday dad had to go to the Emergency Room ( Read more... )

what a night. lots of eventful things I'm not even gonna begin to go into ( Read more... )

motivate me I wanna get myself out of this place...

knowledge is power

screw all the bullshit, why can't we just cuddle? thats all I really want

I cut my hair... that was a mistake. I got a sudden impulse to cut it and I went with it and I just didn't get what I was expecting it sucks really bad b/c its gonna take a while to grow out but o well at least my hair grows fast. and hey ya know I learned my lesson next time I'll think on it longer but thats ok I'm glad I am spontaneous. thats all ( Read more... )

so if anyone saw me right now they wouldn't believe it was me. I am dressed up in a SKIRT a very short one at that makeup the whole schpeel. So EAT IT KAMI i told you I would do it hahaha. not totally positive what my new years eve will consist of this evening but it'd be nice to have someone to kiss when the ball drops lol. as I would say to my ( Read more... )