I just feel so weird... I don't really know how to describe it. And I have a feeling I'm going to lose it all ( Read more... )

i've been gone 4 months. it took me 4 days to break down upon returning home.

and i'm crying already. how come i can't help it?
my grandma is sick and depressed, i feel weird here, i miss vincent - we parted ways at 10 this morning on the train, and i just read this line on the pug adoption site that said "I would've died that day if not for you" and I look at pictures of those poor dogs and wonder why does the world SUCKAND ( Read more... )

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joseph gordon-levitt
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wristcutters: a love story

How ironic. My high school's homecoming was this weekend; and this is my first time coming home since starting college ( Read more... )

So, naturally I was dying to get here. I'm happy I'm here, even though I'm not finding anything really existentially deep ( Read more... )

My name is Kathryn Elyse, but I prefer Katie. My sister's name is Kerry. Do you see the pattern?A little less than two decades ago, my mother really liked the letter 'K.' She took 8 years of french. And that is why she named me Kathryn Elyse. They sound good together. But she, nor anyone else, has ever called me Kathryn. When teachers take that ( Read more... )

yesterday was my last day at work ( Read more... )

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At the part where he said his mom started crying and that it’s expected that parents will cry when you come out to them, I started crying. Cause while I don’t even know if I’m gay or not, I canNOT admit to my mother/family that I have a girlfriend. I just think about it and I CAN’T. CAN’T. I barely have a relationship with my mother as it is… And ( Read more... )

try saying that quickly several times...

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