i'm beginning to have ups and downs again ( Read more... )

i read the letters that you did not send ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth being alive.
I failed to turn my life around.
I have no future.
I have no general purpose.
I have no friends.
I doubt vincent's purpose for our relationship.
I'm always on the outside... I'll never stop learning this!!! Even with the kids my own age at the hospital; I'm an outsider. Too weird. I don't laugh at the ( Read more... )

Just a few days after my last post vincent called, sounding better, saying he called just to say 'i love you ( Read more... )

this isn't good ( Read more... )

so i just finished the cider house rules...
so good.
they say he has a thing for detail; they're right.
i just feel like it's so sad... homer never got the girl, really.

yes. i regret leaving new york. being behind on my graduation plan ( Read more... )

my life still sucks.

so kerry graduated today. it was weird being back in that community. seeing everyone belonging. because i never did really. but back to the segue ( Read more... )

http://www.spoke.com/info/p8QjPlB/HenryAszklar
http://www.usna.com/classes/1981/ClassNews1999_11.htm
sometimes I cry because I feel like I disappoint my dad.