ok a few occurrences over the last few weeks have made me realise that this isn't fucking public property and you gotta have a good reason to wanna read it. hence it's now friends onlymoreover, if you become (or are) my lj "friend" (ugh...), then you gotta accept that what's inside this lj is the unbridled, honest and relentlessly tactless opinion ( Read more... )

i just opened the window to my computer room and took in a deep breath. so deep i gave myself asthma. fuck you, nature.

29/3 - converge/beecher/eden maine @ underworld, london ( Read more... )

there are people on my lj who i

(a) can't remember the identity of
(b) remember the identity of but don't know very well
(c) (b) + sound interesting

if this applies to you, please talk to me more. i don't have enough friends. :)

xxx

whatever i fucking do, however evil, wrong or just out of order it is, that is me being myself. sometimes it may seem like i'm trying to be someone else, and it sometimes it feels like i am, but i'm not. i've thought about it long and hard and i've realised that the reason i seem to have different personalities depending on the situation is cos i'm ( Read more... )

from emile's lj:

"My mum changed her mind about letting me use the house when I said up to 50 people might be turning up and I tried to look for a venue but to be honest Envy are playing in London that night and I'm pretty sure most fans of this style of music will be at that show. i cant aford to lose out at the moment financially as I have no ( Read more... )

isis is quite good live. sucks i wasn't stoned though. they sound way better then. i leant against the speaker and chilled for most of it...the secuntity wouldn't let me sit down cos they're lame like that. ah yeah, and someone's gotta tell ed (colchester's bandwagon jumping wannabe scene kid, previously known as xedx till he realised edge wasn't ( Read more... )

shooting victor francis
open letters
chariots
+ others (maybe)
emile's place, rickmansworth
sunday 4th april
late start
donations for petrol money welcomed

email wearechariots@hotmail.com for directions/details. fucking yes. paul, david, rowen, we up for this??

fao stephi: i finally got your "moolah" today. and yes, that paper is precious. and the envelope made me squeak like a guy (and hardcore fan) shouldn't. i'll work on sending you an awesome package too, although i'll fail cos i suck at shit like this.

i fucking hate my hair. seriously. there's no way anyone could possibly like it. i blame everyone who egged me on to do it (yes i'm looking at you niesh and lenny :P ( Read more... )