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I am in a huge fight with my mom...ugh. I don't even know what to say. I just freaked out. I punched my door like 5 million times and I just kept crying. I can't take her. She was like we don't like each other lets leave it at that. Oh ok cool so she doesn't like me...thats straight. Then she comes upstairs and goes you better not be cutting in ( Read more... )

I PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST!!! YAY!!!! I love driving. I got 16 points off which isn't good or bad. I like being responsible for myself...it just feels so good. So of course I have been hanging out with Steph...all the time. Its great. Thurday we went to the Rave with this really hot guy and his friend. I ended up just sitting at the bar talking to ( Read more... )

I am so angry right now. I don't even think that I can feel. It just feels like I will never be ok and that I can never be right, I will always be wrong. I want to rebel and I want to go away. I hate listening to what my mom and sister think because they seriously don't know me. I hate everything right now...everything. I am so pissed. I don't know ( Read more... )

Yet another shitty day....SUPRISE!! Well, nothing has changed and school could not suck more. I am just not excited to wake up anymore. I dunno...life blows right now. i called Danny tonight...BIG MISTAKE!!!! Yeah I am just never going to speak about that or him again because it doesn't matter. I ate shit loads of cake tonight...fun! I am not ( Read more... )

Could today have been any gayer?! Oh yeah I haven't updated in a while because Michelle (mikey my brother) broke the internet. Well anyways...I pierced my nose. It looks really cool. As of now I am a week from getting my license. Today I had a really rough morning and it just seems like the shit I go through willnever end and that I will be ( Read more... )

I'm not going to do the usual so... Things have been pretty ok lately. I dunno school sucks so much and everyday i go there i just want someone to tell me if i am really alive. I hung out with Stephanie last night and its crazy how we are. Even when I don't see her or speak to her in 10 months, we manage to get right back to being the same way we ( Read more... )

I have had a rough night. Danny came over and that did not go well. He was all close and flirty and before he left he told me that he just wants to be friends and that he never meant to hurt me. I don't trust him at all right now. I am so angry at myself. i just feel like such an idiot for following him around for like 2 weeks. Why am I so dumb? ( Read more... )

So yesterday I got my wisdom teeth pulled but before i had to go talk to our insurance guy who is really cool. I took my valium and tried to act as normal as possible so I didn't embarrass my mom. They called my in and did my IV in my hand but couldn't find the vein so then went to my arm which wasn't that bad. After that I don't really remember ( Read more... )

Hmmm...rough day. I tried *keyword tried* to look decent today but i don't think that worked out too well. School was just ok and we had shortened calsses because we had an assembly with a guest speaker...a DJ from the Fish. He was a pretty good speaker but it was still kind of boring. After school I had practice but there was some time between so ( Read more... )