Lately I have been having a really hard time getting to sleep...maybe because I sleep until one in the afternoon everyday. Whatever. So last night was...SPECTACULAR...WONDERFUL...GRAND...there are so many words i could say. I ended up not going home at 11:30 because I was...persay...preoccupied. I was an hour late but I am pretty damn sure it was ( Read more... )

Today was really...crazy. I woke up at one and I watched the last episode of the Real World and I was like tearing up. Then me and Mikey went to Target to get my check and I was checking my messages and I got one from Danny and I was just ful out crying for no reason...it was really weird. I had to babysit at 6 and i think it went alright. I went ( Read more... )

It's very early...I couldn't sleep. I just laid there and tossed and turned. Something is on my mind...not just one thing...everything. Last night was awesome...I went to summerfest and it was really crazy...maybe too crazy. I got home at like 1:15 and I walk in the door and my mom hugs me not because she loves me or because she cares or because ( Read more... )

Everytime i have to be up in the morning for something important I wake up on the hour every hour....however I had time to have a REAL messed up dream!! Ok so I was swimming in the lake with Ashley Janny and we were just talking and at first we were at my house but then we were somewhere I don't know. So then she was talking about how Peter ( Read more... )

I remember the long warm December we shared ( Read more... )

Summer was going great but now i have been grounded for 76 hours...and counting. I hate it. No car and no cell phone!! I think I am going to go crazy. All I do all day is eat sleep and play with the puppies. Oh yeah and i found out that I got fired from Target today....FUCK THAT!!!!!! i hate target anyways and they suck. So I asked my mom how lond ( Read more... )

I went to my interview and had to try very hard to even look halfway decent. It wasn't long and she told me it was for a cashier position at $5.85 an hour but a lot of people applied and she is calling me on friday to let me know. So then I went to the gym and had to park on the street because there were so many people there. I came home and me and ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at noon and went to the gym. I ran 3 miles. Then I went home and cleaned my room, did my laundry, etc. I had to pick up Mikey at school and then i took him to eat at Culvers. I went home and relaxed. I took a shower and painted my toe nails. I called Sentry and set up an interview at 9 am...that is early for summer vacation. So ( Read more... )

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So much shit...so little time. I dunno, my dog had puppies...they are so cute. School is over...summer has begun. Today I did a lot of thinking. I need to find new people and i need to learn my lessons. I decided I don't want to date anymore...at all. I don't want to get married, I don't want to have kids. I just don't feel like I am that type of ( Read more... )