fuck you people that treat me like shit after i do so fucking much for you...like wtf??? i didnt even do anything and now you are being such a fucking bitch to me...thats so not fair...I DIDNT DO SHIT!!!!! so screw you if you are gonna treat me like this after ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU ( Read more... )

wow dude ahhh woah man my head ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good day off...spent time with my mommy and that was awsome...we went for coffee downtown with a couple of her really good friends that we have known forever...steve got his harley motorcycle finally...i never thought he would actually get it but he did and its HOT haha...we sat and had coffee at starbucks on denman and then went to ( Read more... )

omg this isnt fair
why? so good so good i tell you
now poof to all of it
back here
i cant do this
but i want to
i dont want it to go away
i am so lost
no clue what to listen to
or who
my heart?
my head?
my guts?
how?
i want answers damnit...

so work was actually really good for the most part...i worked non stop which i have not done in forever but i thought i should get used to it cause christmas rush is coming insanely soon...for the last like 3 days every time i eat i feel like i am going to be sick...i am not liking it...i have also had upset stomachs...i am stressing and sad about ( Read more... )

screw this shit...i am so sick of it...sick of feeling like nothing...i want to leave here...i hate it here...i barely work while i am at work...my job is dull and boring yet i dont care to go look for a new one...i had a weird feeling while at work yesterday...i felt like i wasnt supposed to be here in vancouver anymore...i felt like i am supposed ( Read more... )

feeling so used
i believed in something i shouldnt have
i am an idiot
i feel so stupid...

( this is how i feel lately and these are lifehouse lyrics! )

right so i should have left for photo class like 20mins ago but didnt...ever since my little, i guess they are anxiety attacks last night, i have felt really shittay and depressed and everything and because of that it has caused my stomach to act up and so here i am not going to class cause i feel like complete SHIT...my teacher wont be impressed ( Read more... )

ok right so setting your alarm when you are insanely stoned doesnt seem to be working for me lately...i set it wrong again for like the third time in a row now!! i guess i should pay more attention...i woke up at 8:50am and i had to leave in 15mins...ok so i was so not awake so i took a bus to work lol!! how lame is that...anyways yeah...i am still ( Read more... )

so last night was like wow cool...still totally like WOW aww struck hahaha...damn...anyways last night rocked...had a shiat load of fun and great crazy conversations and crap...i am alot happier these days and i am really loving it...other than crap hours at work things are awsome...i cant do my photo project cause I HAVE NO PLACE IN MY HOUSE TO DO ( Read more... )