Although i hated that i had to call in sick for work and miss yet another 8hr shift my day was really good. Jessica came by at around i think 10am it was and we watched talk shows and laughed at Ellen cause her talk show is like the best talk show EVER!! then we watched an old Americas Next Top Model episode because its the one with Adrianne in it ( Read more... )

right so...my day has sucked haha...i have tried to sleep but have failed on every occasion...i have been up since 8am...it sucks...tv is shit and i am so restless...i have this air bubble sitting in my chest and its a horrible pricking/piercing pain...i keep burping but it has yet to go away...i am taking dayquil so i am nice and spaced out again ( Read more... )

ok i cant believe it...IIIII called in sick to work today...my heart is like beating so fast its freaking me out and i am shaking and my head is really light and my voice is all fucked and its not fair...ugh i hate being sick...i hate that i am missing an 8hr shift for fuck sakes...bah time to go back to sleep...

ok well i aint feeling too good today...i was gonna go out and do my photo assignment that i didnt do but i have like no energy and am as weak as hell so no go for the assignment...thank gawd it isnt an assignment we HAD to do...i was also supposed to go get a blood test but i am gonna wait till i am a bit healthier!! i took a dayquil and feel a ( Read more... )

its just not fair...

omg jessica you should so fill this one out hahahaha omg that would be creepy!!! bah anyone fill this out if you want and if not then whatever ( Read more... )

i care about the ones
that dont care back
why do i try?

i start to like someone
and they like me back
but then they find someone better...

i give up
i surrender...

i will say it here

i am sorry...i broke a promise that i made to two people...this is why i dont make promises cause i hate that i cant keep them when i do...i dont believe in them cause you can never be sure you can keep it...anyways i did it again...i am sorry to the two of you!

so ummm krissy and michele arrived at like 3:30pm friday and soon after my dads computer just decided to die completely...i was really fucking pissed off because it is my only escape when i am there...it was awsome to see krissy...we hugged when she got there and she asked how i was a i said "meh ok" and she knew i wasnt...she could tell that i ( Read more... )

so for the last two days i have felt like shit and just smiling was a chore but the trip here made me feel alot better...i took some pics from the car and i hope they turn out cause the sky and sun looked amazing...then we got to the ferry terminal and holy crap renovations batman!!!! the washroom building is still there but everything else is gone ( Read more... )