Mental Deficiency

[alaronlaurn]

Where does the desire to be demeaned, belittled, raped, cut or tied up come from?

Being somewhat sexually sadistic it's difficult for me to understand the 'other side' as it were. I know why I enjoy the things that I do but for some reason whenever I encounter someone who attempts to draw my sadistic side out I get uncomfortable.

I once expressed my

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[alaronlaurn]

I think in my avoidance of specifics I conveyed the wrong notion. I don't feel disdain or discomfort from the behaviors themselves. It's the motivation behind them that makes me uneasy