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The rising in volume laid bare the fragility of the situation. Having just applied the patch and secured the cracks, such strain threatened to have the entire delusion come crashing down. Which, at times past, would have been the welcomed, even desired, outcome. Yet inevitability isn't what it once was. Plus there are the pragmatic concerns such a ( Read more... ) -
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My luck seems to have mostly ran out. Or maybe I just thought it was there but really it wasn't ( Read more... ) -
Reacquainted
He seemed smaller than he used to but the leanness suited him like the excesses of ego had been trimmed away and taken a few pounds of flesh as well. His sensemaking capabilities also seemed diminished, which was unfortunate but not unexpected. A barnacle-like cold sore had attached itself to the corner of his mouth and he could not stop fidgeting ( Read more... ) -
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Words stopped having a purpose. Not because they lost meaning or use but rather their meaning became useless. The people the words were for stopped being peopl, at least in an abstract sense. Oh Plato, if you could see me now. Except the shadows on the cave wall don't matter nor do the more concrete lumps from which they leap ( Read more... ) -
Mental Deficiency
Where does the desire to be demeaned, belittled, raped, cut or tied up come from?
Being somewhat sexually sadistic it's difficult for me to understand the 'other side' as it were. I know why I enjoy the things that I do but for some reason whenever I encounter someone who attempts to draw my sadistic side out I get uncomfortable.
I once expressed my ( Read more... ) -
Lost and Found
I don't think I've ever felt so good after feeling so thoroughly and constantly rejected ( Read more... ) -
Rough Transcript
"Apparently Dylan overheard our conversation the other night ( Read more... ) -
Posterity's Sake
Two days ago I went to my parents house after avoiding it for 3 weeks. I was originally worried about what they would say about my piercing but I managed to head that off by stating what's done is done and I don't want to have an argument about it. Which, to my surprise, worked amazingly well. My father ceased his saber rattling and the look of ( Read more... ) -
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Two years ago I came to an emotional breaking point. I came to love someone who did not reciprocate and having never had such strong feelings for another person before I didn't know(and to a large extent still don't) how to handle that. At around the same time a previous partner of mine and I reconnected. In fact, my longest standing emotional ( Read more... ) -
Hierarchy
It's like this ( Read more... )