This evening, I want to talk about something that isn't so very significant, and should be short, but has a long history. Sorry it's so long- but I'm posting this for me ;)
Shit, I forgot that catching a bus into Uni took over an hour. Retarded!
Though, considering it took me 15 minutes to fuss around the carpark before stealing a spot in the visitor's parking (ie, I was lucky), maybe it's not so bad...
There's a lot of things I don't think I can stand anymore. There are a lot of damaging ways I think: damaging to me, but wrapped up in a big bright bow of "being a nice person." Under all this is a damaged, frightened little girl that was conditioned by another damaged, frightened little girl who happened to grow bigger and have me as her baby
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