So uhm.. I bought a lot of shit today. I saw a friend that I haven't seen since 8th grade. which made me smile. anyways.. life is starting to look somewhat peachy. I've been spending too much money though. I really should be saving it. anyways. um. that's all

Do I really want someone to like me? I don't think so. I'm a terrible girlfriend. and I'd somehow find the worst way to fuck it up. Seriously. and I wouldn't have any heart. I'd have no regard for their feelings. Because I'm not really into guys anymore. I just don't see why I need a guy in my life right now. I'd fuck with their feelings. So why ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking angry right now. from an entry I read on a friends page. WHAT THE FUCK... if a girl says she doesn't want to have sex... WHY CAN'T GUYS UNDERSTAND THAT? Are you fucking deaf? Are you fucking retarded? Would you want your little sister being treated like that? Would you want someone taking advantage of her? What would you do, if ( Read more... )

Poem- UntitledI don't need to understand this ( Read more... )

I hung out with Donovan, Nick, and Corey. Which was a lot of fun. We went to Dimond High.. I watched them skate for a while..Tow kids got in a fight.. Dudes head got fuckkeddd up. then we went to Jewel Lake Bowl, and hung out there for a while. I saw Adam..So I bowled with him for a little bit. My mom didn't come through with a ride.. and Donovan ( Read more... )

Poison The Well- nerdy ( Read more... )

so uhm. my mom gave me Mikes Hard Lemonade. end of story. HAHAHAHA! I'm feeling scerrvvvvy.

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He's always been a part of me.. I care about him a lot.. I have dreams about him every so often. I guess I didn't really realize how important he is to me, untill just now. If I lost him.. I wouldn't want to live.. Because he has made me feel real..he makes me feel like someone worth being around. Sometimes I don't know why or how he could have ( Read more... )

so uhh.. my mom took me to go get my hair cut. and... i fucking hate it. honestly. it's... too short. hair is hair though. it will grow back. i'll just be wearing my hair up with a bandana for like 3 months though. haha. whatever.