I go by Josie cos I hate my real name ( Read more... )

i don't really use my livejournal anymore. in case anybody wants to find me other places, i'm on tumblr, at http://lipstickandleeches.tumblr.com

when i went to the doctor a week or so ago, i found out i have a vitamin D deficiency, and i'm slightly anemic. no news on the hot flashes. going to the dermatologist tomorrow to get all my moles checked out. hopefully everything's okay. i'm a bit worried. but we'll see ( Read more... )

I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in his voice he says, "Son, that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me ( Read more... )

just busy. finals and all that good shit. but after next week, i'm on summer break. so i'm definitely looking forward to that. in other news, i'm trying to watch what i eat, but it's not working because i have no self control. fuckkk.

i was clean for 92 days, relapsed, was clean for two more weeks, relapsed again, and have now been clean for one week. i guess i should have thrown out all my razorblades when i tried to quit the first time, but i didn't. i just don't understand why it has to be so hard to stop cutting.

I ain't no hero in the night... Every time I hear Wolf Parade's "You Are A Runner and I Am My Father's Son," I think of Rukia and Ichigo from Bleach. I want somebody to make a music video of them to that song. That would be amazing.

So. I started watching Skins. Like, legit UK skins, not the US spin-off. And I'm straight-up addicted. My favorite so far is Maxxie, for sure. Anyway, that's where I've been. Off watching Skins. Also, I've not been sleeping well lately. Not sure why. It's really frustrating though, I go back to school on Monday and I don't function well without ( Read more... )

I just read the entire series in one night. This is what happens when I get a week off from school. I get very ambitious. But... not in the right ways. If textbooks were made into comic book format, I might actually do the reading I'm assigned for my classes.

so, last night i had a dream about puck and finn from glee... it was really weird and random, and i don't remember much of it, but there was ridiculously greasy bacon and dead leaves and a bank robbery and some kissing in the back seat of big white van. all i know is i woke up really confused.