so i THOUGHT that my icon was for sure the coolest...but i was wrong. because as i was looking through my friends page i noticed jessicas icon...an what is it you ask? its a bottle of tussin dressed as a robot. FUCK, that icon is way too cool.

im a junkie..i know.

and you LOVE it.

i really like my new icon.
and so will a couple others.

so i dont know.
i am happy.....

today is good.
the past few days were good.
i love jon.
its all good in the hood,
again.

"i hope you're as happy as you're pretending"

thats all i can seem to think everytime i tell people im alright. the truth is im not in anyway alright. but i guess i'll get over it, thats always what you told me when something was wrong.

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me and jon are over for good now. we arent even friends. he doesnt want to be. i've never been so sad. im going to really miss him. more than anyone could ever know.

and with that...

im going to listen to so matt skiba.

bye

im tired of being bored
im through with the headaches
and hiding my hands, that tremble like earth quakes
under the table
under the daytime sky
good fucking bye

whose happy? im happy.
i got mi mexicano back.
hehe.

im also happy because i might be going to warped tour on friday with billy and casey. neat.

annnd the last reason im happy today is because my choupette is coming home in a week.

hurray hurray.

i............i dont know. how do i feel? do you know? because i sure as hell dont. and i would really like to know where do i go from here...