I"m so fed up with all this shit. I miss adam. I miss being able to talk to him everyday for hours its sucks soooo bad. I mean it is all my fault that we aren't talking right now. I hate jealousy it causes you to do crazy things that would never even cross your mind under normal circumstances. Until recently i never would've even considered ( Read more... )

Alright.... here we go... adams gf brttany gave him a choce he could remain being friends with me and lose her or keep her and lose me as a friend.... he choose her.... It hurst so bad u all have no idea at all... He was my best friend he ment everything to me and he still does he always will u can't take that away. And now derek too my other ( Read more... )

life is sometimies really hard in case anyone hasnt noticed.... but i have to get througgh this... "this too shall pass" great quote... things have just gotten painfully hard and i'm sure none of u all know waht i'm talking about sorry thers maybe two ppl in the world that do i just need to vent. i feel a great deal of pain and agony is all i can ( Read more... )

Lets see here i got a job today everyone... I am now an offical mcdonalds worker woop go me. lol. I hope i atleast have one day off this weekend though an no one has plans because i want to see adam. Its been almsot three weeks and i'm havin adam withdraws. besides my room is losing the cigarette smell lol. School is really gay my teachers ( Read more... )

alright yesterday started pretty good i went to the football game with emaily and then to the switchfoot with her and holly and there bf's... then things got shitty once i got home ( Read more... )

Ok for starters i'm going to fill everyone in on who adam is. I"ve known him since i was 12, he's 4 years older than me and one of my best friends in the world he's honestly a great guy. Here lately though our friendship has kinda gone on to a higher level. We dated for about a week, and then he broke up with me bc some bull shit of he still ( Read more... )

i got my wisdom teeth out today... it hurst so bad all the noviacane has gone away and the pain killers aren't working... i'm worried about derek a lot here lately... and i'm so confused about me and adam that its not even funny. i miss him so much god i can't wait till next weekend... (he's comin over) and i feel really sick right now like i'm ( Read more... )

school is going to suck this year.. blah.. friggin a.p. a&h's first period god... and i have 0 electives grr.. oh well i knew it was comin. so whats everyone's scedule?? POST THEM lol. hope ur alls are better than mine....

oh and rick james died today.... at the age of 56.

i went to uofl today. i liked the campus pretty well and everything, but the dorms were real shitty there is no way i can stay in a dorm. i'm gonna have to get an apartment off campus when i'm in college. i have two years to worry about that tho. i'm really really tired right now after i got back from uofl ihad mcdonalds and then like fell asleep ( Read more... )

ugh i'm all sad. adam went up to his mom's for a week, so i don't get to see him this weekend or talk to him for a week bc it's long distance.. god damned phone company conspiracy lol.. this week is gonna be busy as hell too i meet with uofl tommorow, go to the dentist and talk about getin my wisdom teeth cut out (what joy) and then friday i get to ( Read more... )