Despite the recent sad entry, I am feeling rather accomplished tonight. I was quite productive for once. I cleaned (almost) my entire room. I haven't really cleaned it since the wine tasting party, which is rather embarrassing. It was seriously one big pile of clothes and papers that I had to step around to make it through my room. So now it is ( Read more... )

Do you ever wish that you could just put your life on hold? Just pause it for a little while? I really wish I could do that right now. I wish I could just take some time and ignore all of the problems in my life. I wish I could sleep and not worry about having to get up the next morning and start it all again. I guess that's called vacation, and I ( Read more... )

I'm going to a Red Wings game with Emily tonight. :)

Damn damn damn. I am talking to him online right now. It is all his fault. He IMed me...in response to my last journal entry about him.

It makes me sad that I'm not talking to him anymore. I'm sitting here online looking at his screenname, and I can't IM him. This is very difficult for me. But it's for the best, right?

I just set up my brand new, 27" flat screen TV all by myself. :)

I had another very nice date tonight with the same guy. I went with him to his company holiday party, and it was a lot of fun. It was a casino theme and we got suckered into blackjack most of the night. We both did pretty decent, though he came out ahead of me, mostly from one lucky hand. He ended up winning one of the raffle prizes at the end of ( Read more... )

So last night I told Steve that I don't think that we should talk anymore, and I think it was a good decision. It's hard to stop thinking about him when I still talk to him almost every day. He doesn't seem to understand, but I think it's because he has already emotionally removed himself from me. He knows that he doesn't want to be with me anymore ( Read more... )

I think that I'm getting sick. I had a headache yesterday and it's back again today. I feel kinda bleh in general, but it's definitely physical, not emotional. I feel like I could go to bed now and sleep until tomorrow morning...and it's just after 1:00 P.M. So far I have had soup and tea today. I've been drinking Immunity Defense OJ (yeah vitamin ( Read more... )

I had a date last night. It was nice. More details later.