Yeah I dunno who the fux reads these stupid things anymore, but I haven't updated in a long time, and I dunno I just feel like I could probably write a little about what is going on in my life ( Read more... )

so lately shit has been pretty fucked up ( Read more... )

So, I've learned that being completely happy is pretty temporary. Im wondering if happiness really even exists. right when you get used to it it gets taken away.
and basically when shit seems like it is getting better, its probably just getting worse.

fuck it.

I miss Kalamazoo so much. If it wasn't for my family I wouldn't wanna be here at all. I miss my friends..the ones who care and actually make time for me. It hurts me thinking about it. Kevin told me he was going to Wayside tonight, and I almost cried. So lame I know but yeah. But I am seriously done. I am not trying anymore. I am let down, ( Read more... )

So, it's been awhile for an update, and I figured everyone is probably dying for a glimpse into my super exciting life, so I thought I would write a little ( Read more... )

Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror ( Read more... )

I'm emotionaly drained. I feel like I am at my edge. Almost everything blows right now. If I didn't have certain people in my life I dunno what I would do. I am busing my ass in Kzoo to get a job where I actually make some money, but it's been so fucking rough. My grades this semester pretty much bit ass, but hey that's pretty much what I ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated this in awhile. So you know I figured I would just cos Im mad bored and waiting around, so yeah here it goes ( Read more... )

I should be out in that driveway stopping you ( Read more... )

before i do this iTunes thing, i wanna say people are huge ass hypocrits and it makes me laugh. like honestly how can the shittiest stupidest people even open their mouths to talk about other people when their lives are like so shallow and meaningless. ahhh it annoys me so much how people are big gays and it isnt even worth my time to continue on ( Read more... )