i am eighteen years old now. i smoke menthol cigarettes now. i'm not in college now.

this is not what i had planned on. this is not what i've been waiting for. i've been in love and i've found that peeple either make each other more beautiful, or we make each other miserable.

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i suppose i haven't updated in forever. i'm in guidance at school right now. yay vtunnel! today has been excrutiatingly slow. my dad made me come because i have a ridiculous amount of tardies. i've already served two detentions and i just got a slip today for another one. oh well. i've been home a couple times since i got my license, always a good ( Read more... )

life as of late: i got my license, finally. of course, dad decided i can't drive to wintersville until it gets fixed. so eighty dollars and weeks of waiting for my dad to stop procrastinating later, i will be there ( Read more... )

i'm drinking cold green tea with sugar and cream because i forgot i brewed it. i've smoked four bowls over the last two hours and i'm chain smoking like mad. i feel like i've neglected everyone i care about ( Read more... )

so i can't sleep. i just smoked half of the bowl i saved for before work tomorrow, so i should be good in a few minutes. i'm drinking some old ass iced tea from three days ago. i went on a high ride with doug, the new cook at work. he's neat, and not a dirty old man. he makes great munchie food. i really love work, and i don't even mind school. i ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about how i used to take sleeping pills before i went to sleep and before i went to school. christ ( Read more... )

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