Some people out there want to be beautiful and play wonderful music and live out a fantasy life they formulated in their head. For some people it's a good dream and for others it's a recurring nightmare. A constant reminder that their life is a pointless holed and they'll never be what they see when they look in the mirror and close their eyes

I wish it would fucking rain for me once.
If it happened tonight I still wouldn't believe in you god. Don't pull a fast one on me.

Good morning! I've awaken bright and early in the morning to make sure you get what you need to start your day off right. I know you appreciate it, we all do. Just take a moment to enjoy and relax ( Read more... )

So I decided to wait until 23 to start my heavy drinking. Okay, I've had a few experiences with vodka in my not-of-the-age-to-legally-consent days but I'm proud that I waited until now to hard-core abuse my body. The other night I did something that turned out to be a little silly. Turns out if you drink beer then rum'd coke then whiskey then ( Read more... )

Last night I totally left the key to my apartment at HC. I took it out of my pocket so Mike could feel my leg which was the most heterosexual thing he could've possibly done. I got home and reached in my pocket ( Read more... )

I bought some The Spoils the other day and need more Heist Planners. They're the good, much better than Card Counters. I also made a crypt for Jyhad and need to put the library together ( Read more... )

There was this black kid on the bus. He listened to hip hop music so loud on earphones that I could understand the lyrics. The fun part happened when he took a break from his impromptu smiling and gyrating in his seat to take a spray can of orange deoderant that I first mistook for a can of car deoderizer and sprayed it all over himself in a fit ( Read more... )

I bought a new mouse today because my old one refused to scroll up. How'm I supposed to shoot fucking helicopters when I can't point up. So I bought the thing and I'm standing at the register holding my receipt. I turn and some asian is standing there staring at me. So I'm thinking in my head 'are you lost?' The kid reaches out and holds my ( Read more... )

Pan's Labyrinth opened yesterday in ( Read more... )

It rained heavily hear and the clouds seemed to just paint the mountains white as the tumbled over the tops. It's been a good lazy day for me. My cards came in the mail but I'm not going to be able to get them until wednesday due to my shitty schedule. It's rather ass. I want to just call in tomorrow and go job hunting in the area. *Sighs* I've ( Read more... )