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Mandala
2 days right after I dreamt about you, you texted first. For the first time on my plenty years knowing you, you finally fucking texted first.
After not reaching for a while, of course. You didn’t even contact me on new years. You fucking excuse of a friend.
”hey. I haven’t seen you on ig for a while, are you ok?”
I replied. Many texts- because a ( Read more... ) -
The difference between medicine and poison is the dose
I’ve been feeling kinda detached lately. It’s been a hell of a month (mid december - today ( Read more... ) -
Sighhhhhhhhh (a really long one)
On my last entry, I talked about distancing myself from everyone ( Read more... ) -
I think isolating myself was a bad idea lol
I’ve realized no one actually cares about me as i care about them. I’m so irrelevant in everyone’s lives, they didn’t even noticed i stopped replying and left every groupchat i was in. It’s always the same thing. I’m never a part of anything and i never was anyway ( Read more... ) -
Childhood memories.
When I was a kid -I know I’m still a kid, just a taller one- my grandad used to drive me to my ballet classes. I was a really quiet kid, somewhat cheerful but not as loud as other kids my age. My bestfriend has always been my grandad. Always. On those days we would listen to Cat Stevens on the car. He had this Tea For The Tillerman CD he would play ( Read more... ) -
What are we gonna do now?
Tbh I didn’t even know livejournal was still a thing. I’m not even that old. Wasn’t even born when the site had its peak, but as an emo music enjoyer and petekey connoisseur (lol) I had -at least- a little knowledge about whatever this site is about ( Read more... )