It is sad when the it feels like the only honest person is you. When I tell people something it is almost always true and at least I am no hypocrite about it. People are starting to disappoint me...big time. I guess the one thing I remember learning is that lying will get you in the end however, honesty makes the world go around.

I miss the person who i once was. The one who pulled all the strings. I was the grand puppeteer. Each move was matriculate. I guess after all those events in my life I had to give it up, grow up to be a "morally good" person. I guess I'll just sprinkle some of my old self out.

I realize how old I am getting. Yesterday's late night dinner was like some 27 year olds just talking about everything. That is why I love those two girls.

I think I'm falling for her. Like I am starting to fall for her. I know it is pretty early, but it feels like life is rushing by so fast with her. I am just so new to this, and so nervous and stupefied when it comes to these things.

She's a keeper.

I AM SO MOTHER FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW! when people assume something and call you out on that assumption and try to make yourself look like an ass in front of everyone then there is a problem with that. Someone just fucking cracked the bottle. No more fucking pity points, I am just going to let them wallow in their own lonely paranoid world ( Read more... )

There is one person that taught me the real meaning of hate. Before, I though I hated alot of things, but in reality it was nothing compared to the person who taught me that word. Ironically, there is always opposing one occurring at the same time or somewhat close to it anyways ( Read more... )

Words are a powerful thing. That is why people should not overuse certain words, such as hate or love. If i say i hate you then that is a powerful thing. If i said I love you then that is also a strong thing to say. I guess the reason why i barely say i love you to anyone is because i believe in the power of words. Before i wondered why i shouldn't ( Read more... )

Sometimes you cannot think about others. After years of helping everyone and sacrificing so much for so many, it is my turn to help myself out. I think the reason why I did not help myself for so long is because I have always felt like I needed to redeem myself for the past, now it feels like I have done it. Let's see where this road takes me.

Yea yea, it is corny but I will get talk about my love life thus far ( Read more... )

I feel like writing about my life currently. Since no one uses this or barely anyone knows about this, it is like cool ( Read more... )