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[alecks]

i feel so dizzy...my brain is realing from an imaginary impact. i dont know what i need, but i need it now. at least i dont have to drive into anchorage, that might have pushed me over the edge..

i wish you were here ivory..you make everything better.

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[fire_party]

i wish i could say i missed you and ached for you, but really, everything feels a bit subdued here. its hard for me to get worked up about anything that isn't pressing or urgent.
that said, i do miss you, but not in the way i imagined i would. maybe i've been too busy to feel. it certainly isn't your fault.
i miss you in the way that i miss my blankets from back home, i miss the comfort of being around, having a partner, someone to talk to and laugh with. you and i have the same thought patterns, its always enjoyable to talk with you because we're always on the same level, whether we realize it or not.
i hope when you're here, we can experience the same nervous excitement all over again, of being in a new place and being in love.

[alecks]

i think that is just the same way i felt while i was away. and now, we have traded shoes..and i finally realize just how you felt while i was away. i wish i could be near you now, and for everything to be better. but its just a few more months now and this will all be over.