i am feeling very much productive today. which is a strange thing for me to be feeling right now. not too sure why, but perhaps it has to do with the fact that i can see the end of the year comming very quickly, and i am feeling very much unprepared for it. i have been putting things off too much lately, and glossing it all over with a nice happy ( Read more... )

gad..how long has it been since ive updated this thing? a month? two months? could be years for all i know, im so bad with this thing. its like being in an abusive relationship. i ignore it most of the time, but when im feeling nestalgic i go back to it for comfort. oddly enough im not even writting from my place, if i were at my place i ( Read more... )

when the fuck will i have an apartment?

theend

my first picture this year. yay for meat. hah.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v23/ivorysaur/meatboycopy.jpg

well shit, classes started today. and almost quite litterally they started without me ( Read more... )

im not much for long posts these days, or posts at all for that matter (or so it would seem); so here it is.

im leaving tonight, for portland. im going to go to art school there.
woah.

wow, i just got it. all of it in the mail today.
now i just need to fill in the classes i want, and the classes i need and send it all back to them.
then it will be as official as it gets. and ill be a student again. fuck

ps. only three more days! thats almost less than half a hand

comming to grips with think i never thought i would experiance has been perhaps the most difficult thing that i have ever had to do in my short life. but through all of this, i feel i really have learned a lot about myself and the people around me that i call family. i wonder if things will ever be the same again ( Read more... )

i just got into kaladi a few minutes ago, and it is no exadgeration when i saw that it was the more terrifying drive of my life. i saw no more than three people in the ditch, and i saw tracks leading off indicating more. and more than once i was almost down in there with them ( Read more... )

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