there are people who don't know. they just don't know. i can't make them know and neither can you.  give up, its done.  knowing; you just either have it or you don't.  try it. grasp and cling. FUCKING FIGHT FOR ONCE!  can you say that you have? have you faught? you hold yourself.  make yourself; mold and shape.  into ANYTHING. no one is stopping ( Read more... )

still don't know if anyone reads.  and i never update so understandable.  but, married!   love it!  so happy.

so..... as of now, i will be married in less than two months ( Read more... )

New things.  They were fun, but I missed the old life a bit too much.  Tony and I got back together a bit ago and now we're engaged.  I hate wedding plans.  I get reminded everyday I need to pick colors and flowers and cake flavor and crap.  It's getting old.  I have a goddaughter now and it makes me insanely happy.   Emma Elizabeth Clark.   Reis ( Read more... )

I'm home alone, like normal, and bored out of my mind, like normal.  Life is confusing.  Relationships are nerve racking.  The current situation is fun and pleasing, but also lacking.  However, I am unsure whether its lacking is for the better or for the worse.  I've gotten back into my swing of going to as many shows as I can find.  I go to the ( Read more... )

My life is taking off down a new road.  I have yet to decide if it is a good road or not.  But there is certainly a great feeling in the unknown.  In what lies ahead for me now.  For the last 2 years or so nothing has been a surprise.  Everything inescapably predictable.  And for the new and mysterious future that is coming toward me at full speed ( Read more... )

Yep.  21 tomorrow.  I am excited.

I graduated.  I'm done.  Board exams here I come ( Read more... )

alright.  semester is almost over thank god.  99% on my term paper.  that's pretty good if you ask me.  life is wonderful.  tony and i are still together.  still in love, still retarded.  other people are also still retarded, however they are mostly immature.  they do stuff like this:  write comments on postings about how they miss someone, even ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long time.  I live in Ypsilanti now, that's outside of Ann Arbor.  I love it.  I moved in with four boys, one of them being my boyfriend Tony.  Yea, we're still together, it's pretty cool.  Over a year now.  My internship is going good, I love it, other than the working for free part.  I need to go back to bed.