I am sitting her looking at the Postgraduate Prospectus. Of course it's too late to start this fall. And I wonder am I running away from my life if I go? or am I just embracing a new adventure? How will I pay for a plane ticket to get there? How will I live? Does my health insurance work there? I'll be all alone. Yeah, I really am thinking about it ( Read more... )

Even though I never slept last night. The "might be" boyfriend is coming to eat and meet my sisters and all. We will see. I am not going to let THAT stress me. Not worth it. My family has enough drama for me. lol I am picky now. A LOT pickier than I have ever been in my life. But frankly, I think I am worth it. I won't make the mistake of believing ( Read more... )

and I'm home alone. lol ( Read more... )

Heh. Only this time I managed to do it inspite of ambien ( Read more... )

So evidently the cancerous cells they removed didn't get it all. Have to biopsy again on Tuesday. Pretty soon I won't have a cervix. :( sucks.

I swear if I have cancer I am going to kill myself. I will not go through what I have seen my dad and others go through.

I know it's likely stress. But nothing seems to make them better. They suck. They suck ( Read more... )

and fast. Did you ever notice that nowhere is the one place you can get to almost instantaneously? lol ( Read more... )

movie. Fun. transformers.

haven't gone in ages. It's good to do stuff for oneself once in awhile. :)

Oh, you know the type of person you are. The one who thinks that a woman is there solely for your pleasure ( Read more... )

Okay, maybe it's not a bad word? Is Prick a bad word? Cause I am saying it ( Read more... )