woke up this morning, first thing on mind was depression, that feeling of bein run over, its been like this the past few days now... i found out im in a situation i have no chance of succeeding in.. and its killing me on the inside... now my struggle becomes one to keep the hatred from escaping... and to keep my own sanity...

its happening all over again, im afraid this would happen, there really is no avoiding it this time either, ive dug myself to far in.... and its currently parked on top of me ( Read more... )

time is like a river, it flows onward, forever repeating itself... I stand admist this river, strong as stone.. as the only way to defend myself.. letting the flow of time part about me, living my life for me and only me and none other, caring not for those but within the part I make, let those who hate me be swept away.. and those who appreciate ( Read more... )

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Posting 2 of my original poem peices online, was talking to Joy last night and thought hey, might be neat to give them open air instead of locked up in a folder ( Read more... )

putting info in the journal again, havnt done this in a long time, anyone who reads this can easyily find out that i dont do this often, usualy if i feel like, ranty or something. that needs to change btw ( Read more... )