i haven't updated in two months. i should change that.

( mostly for me. i promise it is long and boring. )

ifeel like time should be stopped right now... i can't seem to figure out how hours just keep flying by me because i don't know what i've done with tem... have i really been sleeping? the dreams and thoughts that run through my body seem real--are they? i feel so emotionless because i feel like if i let one emotion through, every other painful ( Read more... )

last time i really updated was just over a month ago... a lot has happened since then ( Read more... )

not only did the waitress call me the typical "baby," she also threw in "love" and "baby girl" for good measure.

mary grace, she misses you--and she still remembers my eyes.

it seriously cracks me up.

this seems to be a common thought in south 15 ( Read more... )

so what's going on with my life?

if only i knew.

new poetry here. lots to do with the word "lesbian." don't know why it's been on my mind recently.

good times.

in my journal i was writing out a sketch for a novel and i wrote "the perfect ending to a love story is to never show the end."

it got me thinking... if that is true, then no one can ever live the perfect love story because all stories have an end--even if that end is death.

that is sort of unsettling.

so hurricane katrina has apparently ripped louisiana and other parts of the south a new one. parts of the i-10 bridge across the lake are just gone ( Read more... )

this could turn out to be a really, really awesome day.

and i'm also happy that people are moving in today!!! yay!!!!!