50 pounds lighter, still short, kicking life in the ass. i'm tired. want to get out of this state again, see the world, i feel like i'm stuck waiting, but then i know it will happen eventually. i don't know what to write, there's too much, done with AC, what a trip, still smoke and trying to stop that, moving back to poulsbo after my mom's ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on.... I'm so tired and dazed lately. It's like I cant focus on anything. My mind is so out of whack! All I can do is pretend to be working, listen to music and smoke cigarettes. It's really nice someties, but mostly it feels like the days are bleeding into one long piece of crap. I like being home, and I like having ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for so long, and there are many reasons why. Some were things like lack of internet, others are more personal reasons which caused me to revert into my dorm and not leave for a while. Anyway, I'm back now and ready to start writing here again! Well, first of all, I finished my first year at AC, it was crazy, and difficult, but ( Read more... )

Bourbon
Congratulations! You're 111 proof, with specific scores in beer (40) , wine (50), and liquor (78).

Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in so long mostly because I haven't had time and also because I couldn't be bothered. I've gotten over what happened in my last updat, it's not worth worrying about, however, I do still really like him. Right now though I'm spending my long weekend off from school with my friend Frith, at her house in Salisbury. So far it's ( Read more... )

Ouch, life can hurt. Especially when the guy toy really like appears to be saying he too really likes you, but it turns out he just wants to tell you he's seeing someone. I don't want to feel bitter, but I do, I don't want to feel hurt, but I do, I don't ant to feel like the stupid little kid who shouldn't play such games.....but I do. I didn't ( Read more... )

Ok, so I just got home from AC like a few days ago and I cant decide how I feel. I mean, it's great to see my family and everyone, but I miss everyone else sooooo much, I I don't usually put so many "o's" in so. I don't know, it juts feels like I lost a huge part of my life, and in a way I did, but I'll be back in a few weeks, but right now that ( Read more... )

Basically, that title is the language I am most commonly speaking these days. My english has just gone down hill here at AC. But I don't care, I'm having an amazing time, who needs language? We're having tests right now, sorry, exams, I just had one in Maths and I'm pretty sure I failed, but luckily, as we have even been told by our oh so wise ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a fucking crazy three weeks so far. SO much has happened. I wont cover everything, but here's a basic rundown. Classes, homework, pub, more homework, more classes, taking care of people drunk off their asses, homework, shity food, classes, pub, sleep. Yeah, that's pretty much it, it doesn't sound like a lot, but it is. We had an ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've been at Ac for like a week now and I absolutely love it! I'm having so much fun here, we've done so much it's insane. I'll just give you a little description of what I've done in the past couple days. I've surfed on the Welsh ocean, and I actually got on my feet once, I've rock climbed, I've done archery on the castle grounds by the ( Read more... )