I was looking through Dustin's livejournal and came across this entry;

May 20th, 2004"i'm afraid ( Read more... )

Rest In Peace..
Dustin Rich.
April 18th, 2007.

"It's drugs Alexa. I just wonder how many kids need to die for people to have a wake up call."-Ryan Osterman ( Read more... )

Rest In Peace
Sean Patrick Hartje
February 22nd, 2007.

I cannot handle all of this by myself. I need my best friends back in my life. I know I haven't been the best friend in the past year, but I need you all so much right now. I truly cannot handle all of this. Please, just be here for me, even if it is only for a few days. I understand if you ( Read more... )

I know it has been a long time since I have posted anything, but that should just give you that much more incentive to read this. It is really something that effects everything, and could potentially better your life, or someone you know. I also understand that this is a long entry, but believe me, I wrote everything I felt was necessary ( Read more... )

The past two weeks I really thought all of the feelings I was had for you were coming back, but tonight, I realized completely different. Now I am understanding you in an entirely different perspective. No longer would I ever want to date you again. I know far too much about how you are with your girlfriends and stuff. I would never want to be ( Read more... )

Despite how much drama and bullshit may occur, I am in love with my life.

"If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you're one of the lucky ones. And if it is over, just remember what I told you. It was bound to happen so just keep moving on. There's no perfect ending."

I've had something incredible, something indescribable, something perfect. I wouldn't ever change it for the world. The tears. The heartache ( Read more... )

And while sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears, ive realized
I've finally realized that you were never,
You were never meant for me.
"I'm glad you finally realize that."

I'm putting mirrors all along the walls of your room, just so I can surround myself with you. Your flaws are not flaws. Your body is a book and each cell is a page I can't wait to read. You are beyond angels and adjectives. Perfectly imperfect. Heart made with elements that clever men have not defined yet. Imperfectly perfect. Oh, my darling ( Read more... )

I've finally found happiness, in someone other than you, and it is truly a reliefe. But just because I found another guy that can make me happy, doesn't mean I'm over you. Infact, I never will be over you. I wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line of our past that caused it to fall apart. I'm so confused. Feeling ACTUAL feelings for ( Read more... )