For most of my childhood I thought her name was Abuela. I used to speak fluent Spanish because before I was in school I was always next door. She used to chaperone birthday parties when I didn't want one of my parents there. She modified my prom dress to fit me properly. She was always smiling. Always loving, to me, to everyone she knew. She ( Read more... )

This guy came into the restaurant I bartend at with a party of 8 for dinner. Thier two bottles of wine cost $1,200 alone.

so the only other guy I loved besides David is suddenly cool with me again. Whatever that's about. I have been working practically every day- but when I work at Roadhouse it's hardly like work cuz I just chill and bug out with ppl. Mad cool, I wish every bartending job was like that. I am sad things ended the way they did with the Brazilian, but oh ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a strange day where a lot of strange things took place. This is why I love my life, and this city- never a dull moment. I feel bad for those who waste away working jobs they don't like, being faithful to boys who are cheating, following the teachings of a god that does not exist. There is too much wild, amazing, shocking, inspiring, ( Read more... )

Love is David's letters. Work Work Work. Drink Drink Drink. Makeout. Punch niggas in the face. They always deserve it. Tells niggas they is skanks. They always are. DFD all day every day. Shits good. Could be better. Could always be better.

funny how both my gigs are on Amsterdam ave 20 blocks away from one another but they are two completely different worlds. COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. I love cheese. Miss David. Drink too much. Work a lot. Am never home anymore. Want to see Borat and The Prestige. Am thinking of trying a hookah for the first time. Am currently hungover. Am generally happy ( Read more... )

Saw David today, it was the kind of visitation with the glass and the two phones (fack!) but still got to look into them baby blues of his ::cream:: his eyes are so beautiful and his face is pure perfection. the 30 minutes went by too fast and all the while I wanted to break the glass and pounce on him hold him tight and kiss him. Gotta wait like 3 ( Read more... )

Decided to stay in tonight since I was really tired from last night and have to wake up early for work tomorrow anyway. And in the end it has been a pleasant evening, wrote to David as per usual and watched a lot of Law and Order (really loving that show Special Victim's Unit and Criminal Intent especially), and My Chemical Romance happens to be ( Read more... )

So today was cool, Crystal came over and helped me clean up my room-- it is not completely done but that shit is a big project you have to spread it out over  a couple days- and this time I am eager to actually finnish it. I want it to be a space I feel comfortable in, a space that I feel comfortable having other people in. I have three beds and ( Read more... )

So, I am going to pick up a couple shifts at my old job Pair Of 8's for a little while starting I think this Sunday. I go in tomorrow for a wine tasting and to trail Chris behind the bar...The fact that I have to tie back my hair and wear a uniform sucks but whatever, it's close to my house and will give me at least a little bit of money in my ( Read more... )