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my last journal entry...dont know when i am going to update again...im just really sick of having something that no one reads...fuck you all...great friends I have

well here goes another depressing journal entry. I really think i need something to happen in my life that makes me happy enough not to think about the bad or depressing. If just thinking about what is going to happen in the next year makes me depressed, what will happen when it IS next year. I really cant promise anyone i will be happy and i ( Read more... )

havent had very much to say on this thing until recently. I am really just feeling depressed and indescribable. I think the only really time im happy is when im at work. Because i do love the people i am working with. I really dont know where the rest of my life is going. Jeremiah has talked about going into some type of military. We know he ( Read more... )

i think right now the reason i am so indescribable is that i have just been told something tonight that i thought i would never hear. I guess to start off why and how i feel is to tell u why i feel this way and what I think about all this. I am the type of person that if i feel a certain way about something i expect it to be such. Well recently i ( Read more... )

closer the movie has to be one of the sadest movies i have ever seen...It's sad but it makes sense. It shows how people really are like these days. How selfish that most people are. Its probably one of my fav movies. The song that is sung by damien rice in the beginning expresses how i feel about everyday life. I have found that recently a lot ( Read more... )

im just extremely self distructive right now...

had a pretty good night...put all the shit that was bugging me behind me and had some fun with my good friend...matt of course!...we didnt really do much but just hanging out with him and doing shit was cool....we went to the casino and then to groton to see jeremiah for a couple minutes...then i had to wisk matt back to norwich to go see steph. ( Read more... )

going to walgreens last night i was overjoyed at seeing the Valentines day section....and i dont know why...i know its because its our anniversary that day...but i was more happy about the anniversary then the thought of valentines day....guess my feelings for the day have changed...but i really cant wait until then....then it will be officially ( Read more... )

well...nm to update about...life is life...i start school next week...im only taking one class for now and then in may im going to up it to 2...then i can really have time to get down to buisness and get that financial aid that i need...for now my mom is going to pay for the class so i can at least get started....My life is boring...went to what i ( Read more... )