is this all really happening

my last entry was like everything that possibly could be on my mind. i didnt do well on my math exam. theres not reason to draw a picture in my brain that i did. the professor sucked and was never there so how am i supposed to pass. anyways. so i guess life will come as it will and i will have to roll with those punches bit by bit. i guess life for ( Read more... )

oh you know that exam i took ooh about an hour ago. oh yes i fucking blew that shit away!!! yey ! ! !! ! ! i passed government i passed government. and i should send that to vanderlugt to show him how he obviously didnt teach us shiiitnzit. anyways thats enough of me rambling about my us government. haha. lots of love people

i really wish sometimes that i didnt have to be the caller. but the person called. hmpf i pray for ellis. i pray for all of my friends and family because i love them all more than anyhting else in the world, so tonight i shall say my usual prayers and tommorow take on more careful step.

i seriously had the most passionate and amazing sex i have ever had this afternoon with a man i love... that is all

sometimes i wish i was a truely amazing artist because then i could pour my soul into that, but quite frankly art as in drawing isnt my thing but i keep on thinking about jamall and i just cant get it off and out of my head. goodness gracious i need to get over it over over over

going to math i hope i dont fall asleep and jen i just thought of something i have to go to weightlifting before i see jamall. hahaha i dont think thats a good idea i dont want to be smelly around him. lol

so jen welcome to my livejournal. its for those ever loving rants and those good and bad memories that are just important enough to write down. unfortunately i havent been as good as i used to be with writing in my journal. and you have to talk everything i say with a step away from the situation knowing that im speaking how it comes out of my head ( Read more... )

doing alright.. walking to class. NOW forgot the cellphone at home.. oops

i had a great night last night funny fun makos saw eric. god those old memories that i havent experienced in forever