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FUCK. surgery. once more. once more i say. because this will be my last one on my knee. i swear if it ever hurts again im going to shut my mouth and just bear it. because. i dont want to do this again. i hurts me to think. i have a defective knee. the doctor told me today we are going to patch my knee like a new hole on a golf course. needless to ( Read more... ) -
Wow its been a long time
I really havent needed to talk lately I guess. A lot has changed though. Jamall is completly out of the picture. and I have never felt more amazing to say that in my entire life. I thought life was him and everything was about him. but its not. I have found this amazing man, his name is Justin. I worry about his name because everyone I have ever ( Read more... ) -
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i just dont know about anything anymore these days. sometimes i do and sometimes i dont. perhaps when i think i do maybe i really dont. because right now. i rather just take the plung off of a ten story building in the middle of manhatten -
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dunnow what to say.. saw him online and my heart dropped to my stomach and then i realized that he was no longer mine -
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right now i should be studying... tonight i will... i say from 6 to 9 i will study some pyschology... -
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ahlo. its thundering like nutso outside right now... storms how i have missed these things.. but otherwise just a really long day at work at its finest. -
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should i shouldnt i? should i ?? shouldnt I? take a risk and fear the worst. take the risk and think no regrets... -
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should i shouldnt i? should i ?? shouldnt I? take a risk and fear the worst. take the risk and think no regrets... -
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i think for the first time im really at a loss for words. i spent the day doing all kinds of crazy off the wall things. yeah