I went on the scales earlier. Big mistake. I feel horrible now and my issues are creeping back in. God damn anorexia, FUCK OFF. I wish I smoked, I need a cigarette right about now. Or a punch bag. Hell, I wish I had some weed, that would help a lot. I know scientifically that I'm a healthy weight, well, underweight in fact, but I can't stop this
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