It's been a long time since I last posted anything, and a lot has occurred since then ( Read more... )

Well, this is it..................
In under 12 hours, I'll be walking into Dr. Bartalos' office and beginning my hormone therapy. 
After tomorrow, I'll be walking down a road of irreversible changes, changes I welcome with the utmost anticipation.
Now if I can find a way to make a nice chunk of money to squirrel away for all of my medical and life ( Read more... )

 Copy this list into your journal.
Bold the ones you have done, italicise the ones you'd like to do.
Add a couple to the end that you have done that you think everyone should try at least once.

-White water rafting
-Camping at Algonquin
-Running a LARP (Live Action Role Playing Game) (Technically it was my ex-wife running it, but we both put our money ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm still recovering from this weekend and to think, there was absolutely no alcohol involved. Anyways, on Saturday, I drove down to Maryland to meet up with my mentor Kristi to make good on a lunch date we had agreed to in May when I came out of my self-imposed exile of who I truly was. I did one of the most daring things ever in my life and ( Read more... )

Last night, I was filled with the urge to go out to one of the local gay bars/clubs in Northern New Jersey, by myself and presenting as Alexis no less. For hours on end, I was contemplating it more and more. But when I decided to get ready, I lost all interest in doing so. Why? Was it paranoia, thinking that I would get clocked by my fellow GLBT's ( Read more... )

 Well, I had a very busy day today. Woke up ass-crack early in the morning so I could make sure to be out the door by 7-ish so I could knock out all my errands today. First up, getting my bloody car to finally pass inspection. They came close to failing it again because of the gorram horn (the horn, people!). Thankfully they decided it was good ( Read more... )

I just got a call from the temp agency in regards to the job I interviewed for last week.

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I start on Monday. Finally, my timetable for the Great Journey will be back on track. Better yet, I'll be that much closer to moving out to Cali with my wonderfully magnificent sister Mallory. YAY us!!!

Well, I managed to procure a digital camera today, so I decided to take a few pics of Alexis. I apologize beforehand for my rather poor talents at photography, but hey, when you're the only person at home, you gotta make do.




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Last night I was talking to my sister Mallory about presenting myself as Alexis to my mother so she could begin to get an understanding of what to expect when I begin to physically transition. Well, I went through with it and I think I broke her as she started to cry uncontrollably upon seeing her child not look like her child anymore. Part of me ( Read more... )

 Here I stand at what seems to be the very edge of reality. These past few months have been....unique to say the least; between coming out to my family (who support me) and friends (many whom seem to have been chased away out of uncertainty) as being transgendered, and quitting my old job (and trying to seek a new one), This has by no means been a ( Read more... )