10 Years.  10 years of war, of bombings, of anger, dissatisfaction and disillusionment. 10 years to heal from the attacks, to go on with our lives. 10 years of change, and 10 years of staying the same as we've always been.
I was in class when the attacks happened. Mrs. Yale, my 4th grade teacher, sat us down and asked us if we knew what had happened ( Read more... )

Ugh, I am so tired of having to deal with your shit Dad.

Holy shit this summer sucks. Being so fucking isolated from everyone all the time is fucking boring as hell...

Rules:
-Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.

-Post the first definition it gives you.

1. Your Name : Alex

noun. Someone that is of extreme greatness. Often considered as a god in some religions. Also means cool.
Girl: yeah he is sooo Alex
LOL

2. Your Age : 17

The right age to start having sex, according to ( Read more... )

I am the perpetual screw-up

If anything, this has taught me that you only know your true friends when things aren't looking so good. So, I really have to thank all of you who still talk to me, even after all my craziness and moodiness. I don't feel so depressed anymore, and I'm glad you guys were there to remind me that not everyone hates me. Thank you, and I love you. 

The disappointments never cease it seems.

Its going to be a long year...

Things to remember to do this summer, instead of just sitting around like I have been doing:

-Study for SAT Reasoning Test!
-Study for SAT II Tests  (Chem and Lit?)
-Get my permit. Like seriously, I need to get this one done
-Get a job!
-Run more
-Marching Band
-Work out

Ok, I'll fill these out as the summer progresses with updates, I guess:

SAT Reasoning ( Read more... )

I'm going to take a break from homework to post lyrics that have affected me greatly. They are from "Wake Up" by Arcade Fire. Its a beautiful song, and I think the lyrics apply immensely to where I am right now.

"Something filled up
My heart with nothing
Someone told me not to cry

But now that I'm older
My heart's colder
And I can see that it's a ( Read more... )