This is funny. My old journal. It's been such a long time... what the hell happened ( Read more... )

We are never truly ourselves until we are at pause. Deep within self-reflection, we put ourselves together. I searched outside myself for knowledge about life, about self, but in the end I realized I never needed to look outside. All life lessons are taught by reflection on nature. Reflection on our nature provides insights into it, as does ( Read more... )

Hello my live (well, dead) journal! Such time has passed since I truly gave this journal a shot at my true thoughts. Today is a good day to try. (that's no Star Trek reference ( Read more... )

Some asstard broke into my car last night and stole my beautiful $1,600 Yamaha M08 piano. At first you can imagine I wasn't pleased, but right now I couldn't be happier. I feel like some sort of freak human with magic powers, but it is more simple than that. It's about affirming life through consciousness and not letting external events become more ( Read more... )

I'm happy to get rid of the past. We grow new layers beneath, not over, what we were and shed our past instead of covering it up. If you harbor it in and say, "See, the past is me, and must be you too!" you are confused. All that indicates is you haven't shed old layers, even if you've grown into a new one. Which is just nasty, if you want to get ( Read more... )

Life is awesome, I don't care what anyone says. If you think otherwise, you're delusional. And you might see ME as the delusional one, drunk with joy and love. Well, fuck you! haha. I just have to ask, do you ever feel clarity when in a shitty depressive mood? When you think that life sucks? If you do, seek help. Clarity, for me, only happens in ( Read more... )

halloumi cheese, al qaeda, amazing birds, little britain, aaron, yes?, earthquake drills, endless smiles, youtube, music, voicing, phones, sunsets, stars, hilariousness. Ah, my god. That... was refreshing. Haha, these icons.. I feel like a dinosaur with a hoodie! wha? that makes sense. Most things from the past that I didn't care about never came ( Read more... )

A few helpful and interesting quotes I read today from David Hawkins book Eye of the I.

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Concise Self-Talk

Perfect Motivation - It's as if love is the non-resistant way to change or manipulate something in a way that is always happy and better.

Beautiful Unknown - It's almost as if the more you know, the more you realize what you don't know, and when you reach a certain point, the unknown is so infinite and beautiful that it is ( Read more... )

“The present is gone. Fantasy is a part of reality when you take the brakes off. We’re thinking clearly yet not thinking at all.. and this feels right. We stop trying to control things.. warm rush of chemicals through us.. we’re fluctuating. Is this brain damage ( Read more... )