how can you still talk to someone that's such a DOUCHEBAG!

that is all

so all in all. this sucks a lot. i know it's for the best. but i hate it. and i hate myself for convincing myself to do this ( Read more... )

bleak.dreary.slowlyimploding.discrete.weary.stressed.distant.apathetic.lonely.longing.hopeful.

NOSTALGIAinabadway this time.

sleep please oh please.

goddammit. i would like to punch several holes in several walls at the moment. so i get dumped. and then she blows up MY phone. and her brother calls me and leaves a shitty message telling me not to call her (i haven't called her since "the fact"(as he likes to call it)) and a few hours later she calls me again ( Read more... )

i feel uneasy.

so between work and the holland ep's life's been pretty full as of late.

but hey ... in 3 weeks i'll have something to show for this :).

hmm slightly overwhelmed???

don't know why..

save the lucky few ... everyone's been cut off. happy thanksgiving/merry christmas/happy new years/never talk to me again.

all of those people look so small from this chilly rooftop ... burning alive through the windshields of their cars ... i know not one of them will make it like i can. ... i won't won't won't let go of these farsighted thoughts ... lets play touch touch touch and go with the stars and the ground below ... so hold hold hold on darling we're almost ( Read more... )

goodfriend: i don't know i hate the chase alex ( Read more... )

this weather is glorious