floored ( Read more... )

so. basically ( Read more... )

impassioned to adrenaline
the firefly introduced to a windshield
in such a manner
that
my ribs cracked
head ached
and beast called to me
from beneath the mass monster preserved
in that amber sort of plastic
it makes the world go round

so confused. so frustrated. so alone.

i miss her. i miss how we used to be. it's starting to keep me up at nights. i don't like this life i lead. it's so empty now ( Read more... )

even the air ( Read more... )

i'm doing everything i can to not lose my fucking mind. some days, upon waking, i think to myself "alex you've fucking lost it. You're fucking crazy ( Read more... )

i feel so much older than "soon to be 20 ( Read more... )

i've become such a free spirit lately.

i need to work on this lack of respect for all other beings.

while i've established this free spiritedness i've all ways dreamed of achieving ... i'm such a selfish prick these days.

now to find a happy medium.....

i ran across a picture of anna and i. one where we were mid kiss in downtown fredericksburg. i had tapered a bunch of lyrics down the side of the picture ( Read more... )