I feel like I want a relationship. I would like to be loved by someone. I've contemplated going for a girl that I've already even though I know that we don't work together... but she's so cute. I've thought about girls that I really don't know well at all, but at the moment I would put the energy into getting to know them ( Read more... )

When was my last update? Too long ago ( Read more... )

So this MYSPACE.COM will most likely destroy all that is livejournal in my mind. It has all the same features and more. Plus most of the people that comment on livejournal have a myspace account. so what's the point ( Read more... )

So I didn't go to school today, my throat hurts. even so my mom pulled me from sleep to download a song for her. I was at school for 40 minutes before school started for a graduation meeting. As I was leaving I didn't see Casey's car in his spot, maybe he's home also. Sore throats don't affect me much, as long as I don't try to swallow I'm fine ( Read more... )

So I think Jena and I are better... well, I never was bad with her. But the uncomfortable-ness from yesterday is gone. ANYWAY, w00t ( Read more... )

Senior dance eh? It's one thing for people to show up fashionably late. It's another when almost everyone shows up an hour and a half after it's suppose to start. Yeah. A few people showed up on time.... INCLUDING TUCKER! That made me feel good and bad at the same time. I was really glad he came because he's a closer friend than a lot of ( Read more... )

So I'm talking to Dillon on MSN about doing his dance. Out of no where I said something about heaven. A huge outbreak insults and questions. Each saying the other is right. Then Dillon doesn't talk as much and becomes more understanding. It's crazy how God has been working through me to get to Dillon.

So I've been secluding myself lately. The other day I recorded, then greeted Jena's bro back from colorado, then off to Kerry's I went. It seems like a did a lot of stuff that day but I felt like I did nothing. Volleyball was fun though ( Read more... )

So I'm talking about the Senior party that the parents are putting on... you know that stupid poster about surfing into the future. K ANYWAY, you have to sign up for the variety show and I think we should all do something. WHO'S WITH ME!

WOO I'm tired. Things are slowing down and speeding up at the same time. I have a lack of motivation in all areas. I don't care so much about accomplishment. I really only enjoy social relationships and music. Money is another thing I love because it helps me buy music or instruments ( Read more... )