crazy(spell checked by Erik)

[alexsnow1205]

I was thinking that maybe I should see a shrink, lol no really. I have been wondering why I do what I do and why I think the way that I think. I have noticed a pattern in my life. I do things that hurt me more than anyone else. I do them even though I know it will hurt me. I feel things that I know that I should not feel. In the end I hurt. I keep

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[tormented_xe]

I don't think you need to confess to your wrongs but face them. That maybe a reason you keep making them. Knowing what you have done wrong you can fix the mistake so it doesn't happen again. Maybe you just like this kind of lifestyle.

[alexsnow1205]

i don't think that I like that lifestyle. I think that I am fucked up and need help. I have faced everyone. I just don't know why i do what I do I think I just want to understand myself better.