almost forgot i had this ( Read more... )

so0 today i did some work for this stupid history thing ahhhhh its sooooo much and in a little while im gonna go wit nadine to fulton st ahaha to buy sneakers .. not south street seaport lmaoo .. anyway i dno why im ritin in this

i dno wat i wuld do w/o this.. i hate everything that goes on.. WAT THE FUCK.. im not kidding .. i need a break howcome this doesnt happen to other ppl. sumtimes i wish i just was never close to him at all bcuz then i wuldnt expect so much.. in eed sumthing new to come along nd i need to stop revolving my life around everything that goes on with ( Read more... )

Ook so tonight i had a limo party it was alotta funnnn:-D.. but i get calls int he middle of it from nick who was soooo drunk.. i dont understand why u call me and tell me shyt like dont hook up wit anyone cuz were meant to be and were destined for eachother.. and put shyt in ur pro like meant to bee wit hearts nd shyt wen ur drunk.. like stop.. ( Read more... )

i cant wait until the day wen nothing matters anymore.. i hate how everything goes for me nd i dont want pitty.. its not fair that other ppl get wat they want all the time or have wat i want and just dont even carea bout it.. sumtimes i just dont even know wat to do.. then i think about how stupid it is that i even care so much nd think im just ( Read more... )

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

wEll i got up early today and i havent written in a few dayss so ill update.. nothing happenddd thats neww.. i hav a sweet 16 tonitee.. its in the city at ahotel.. shuld b altota funnn.. then im goin to the hamptons this weekend.. i need a break.. and im comin back on sundayyy .. yEAa soOo thats all.. =]

this weather suckssss sooo much.. wow threes nothing to do .. but thats okay.. tonite we played alota board games at stephs house wit our friends nd her brothers friends.. it was funny theyre nice i thought they wld b mean cuz theyre older but nope .. yea so nick and sim arent around.. but its wierd like its so much more relaxed wen they arent here ( Read more... )

sOo today i woke up kinda earlyish.. got in the shower relle quick .. ignored some calls lmao thank godd i didnt answer.. and then went to meet nadinee.. we chizzled at her house nd stufff.. got black chinese slippers =].. came home got rEAdy nd ish.. then went to meet up wit the booyss.. tonite was uneventful.. not as many ppl were there as usual ( Read more... )

yEA so i didnt think i was gonna use this much.. but its coming in handy rite now.. im in such a sad mood .. went to the hospital today nd saw my aunt she was doing bad so my mom was sad .. that put me in a bad mood.. then im eating pizza w/ friends and they bring up shyt that happend like 2 years agoo .. whY? i dono .. cuz theyre gay.. nd then ( Read more... )