I've grown comfortable, and I think this confuses me. I've also grown a lot more dependant, when I'm alone, I get nothing done. It feels like I always have to be occupied, and there always has to be people. I no longer know what it's like to think on my own. I drive myself crazy. Decision making is still my weak point and so is math. I can't count ( Read more... )

I HOPE 2007 will be good for everyone as bad as it may be now :)

god i'm stuck here for FOREVER ( Read more... )

so for the past few days minus yesterday i've basically been coming to my grandparents house to take care of my dear old santa claus grandpa. haha. HE IS LIKE the asian santa cause he's fat and jolly. except he's losing his mind. except all of us are and so it's not much of a difference anyhow. it's really boring here so good thing i have alias im ( Read more... )

I just stole some beer from my grandparents' cabinet.
i know i know...
but i've never felt calmer :) :).
all i have to do is burp my worries awayyyyyyy.

this is exactly like last winter break when my other grandma was in the hospital. i guess with the events of last year i have less faith and more worry than anything and i'm honestly freaking out emotionally. wells i have to go take care of my grandpa now. and guess what? i just realized it's my dad's birthday. i used to believe parents were ( Read more... )

im officially DONE with fall quarter ( Read more... )

"TODAY was the last day of fukcing shcool. i cahn't waint unitl graduation. i fuckinmg love all my godamn fuckig friends they're the bomgdididigyyyy. thank you all for amking senior year the biggest shit of asshole greatesn EVERR!!!! i'm at a firends' house and my interente sucks and sdosnet work. anyways.....hahahahhahh my parents want me home in ( Read more... )

1. LA or New York ( Read more... )

1. full name: brenda kao ( Read more... )