So I haven't updated this in almost a year. Wow! It is surely strange looking back at those entries. I totally have turned around... a complete 360, really. I've been separated from Randall for almost a year now... Life really hasn't been better. I work at Scott & Whit Memorial Hospital in the Marketing Department. I love my job and the people I ( Read more... )

Well if there is anyone out there who still reads these, I told Randall tonight that we should take a break from our relationship. Things have been rocky between us and it finally got to me. I still love him greatly but it is hard for me to do that right now. I am pretty upset about thew whole thing but I know that it's for the better. I will be ( Read more... )

well my life is exponentially better from the last time i updated. i am sorry for such negativity, i just had a bad few weeks there... Things are going great now. i tend to forget my livejournal so for more up to date info on my life of drama try my myspace same screen name but just in case my link is www.myspace.com/ali_zab ( Read more... )

*in fetal position sucking thumb and rocking self to sleep ( Read more... )

i am so fucking stressed right now. my life is a fucking roller coaster... i just want to get off and vomit, it wouldn't do anything but give me a sense of false hope, so for now i'm stuck on this damn ride.

I'm awake this early only because dad started making homemade donuts a while ago... talk about a wake up call... I had a nosegasm and proceeded to eat like 4 that were so hot my tongue and roof of my mouth are burned... they were so worth the pain now. Last night was my first night that I have not dreaded being here. I am moving in under my dad's ( Read more... )

I am throwing the towel in, my friendship with Corey has ended, she has hurt me for the last time. All of our fights have been about drugs, sex, money, or a combination of the three. I am tired of walking on eggshells around her, she makes me feel like the villain. Well this time I've had it ( Read more... )

I finally got a job! All that hard work and stuff paid off! I start orientation on wednesday at Tony Roma's. On top of that, it's the job that I really wanted the most. I guess that they saw my eagerness and decided I was right for the job. I don't know anymore details at this time but I will keep you(D'Lynn and Savanah) posted ( Read more... )

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I'm out in Dallas job hunting, I am totally going to Hooters... my dad knows the owner of the Plano store... What's it with me and getting jobs because of my father. I don't know where else to apply but I'm determined to get one up here! Then I'll only be a part-time noodle... I got my hair cut... it looks good, but it's shorter than I wanted it. ( Read more... )