I made a huge update in my other LJ yesterday, so I decided against doing one here as well, you know.. effort and stuff ( Read more... )

My life seems to be stadily getting worse, yet I continue to potter along. Why? I cannot say. My edication seems to have taken all the need to kill myself out of me. I just have this constant feeling of worthlessness ( Read more... )

I haven't spoken to Jonathan in two days, and it's hurting... I think he's lost his phone or something... I just called his work... They say that there is no Jonathan Peime there, just a Nathan Peime. HE was in a meeting. I don't know if its him. Even so, why wouldn't he tell me his real name, or why would he give a fake name at work? How confusing ( Read more... )

That was post for other journal. Too lazy to fix it. :( You just have to read about my weekend twice. Sucks to be you.

Buh buh buuuh...

Not much happened on the weekend. And I wish I had the motivation to write what did happen down, but I don't. :( I half made up with Evil Sam on friday. At least we're talking now. yay. I think.

And then I spent most of the weekend trying to get through to Adams Sexual Services and then being with Jonathan. :o

Thats all. Good

WHOOPS. I forgot to come home this weekend. And I'm still not home. :p Just sitting in a net cafe... Chillin... or something. I'm waiting for Jonneh to make his way in, which could take a while because his car is being serviced an he has the same amount of self motivation as a tuna sandwich ( Read more... )

HAPPY SEPTEMBER 11. Freaks. :) Ilove you all ( Read more... )

And. It's only a short 20 days until my birthday. I hope you're all saving.

Need some help deciding what to get me? Just ask. :) I love to be helpful.

It's amazing how many more entries there are when you actually log in! :( Private and friends only entries suck, people. Don't do them anymore ( Read more... )

1) Full furry name - Aliamani ( Read more... )