You are manipulative and no where near as innocent as you like everyone to think you are. I am not going down without a fight if you think you can tear me down from my top of the world status.

And just so you know, pretending that you are actually "really sorry" won't work. I can hold a grudge. So lets go.

So, moving has occurred and now in the process of trying to make sense of my life. I found something I had forgotten that I had written in this process. A letter I had written for the obsession of my last 3 years (we all know that I was never going to get the guts to say/give it to him though). It's kinda funny. I am sitting here reading the ( Read more... )

I remember how much I love this city when the summer hits. Everyone is happy and enjoying themselves. The tours come out to show off how pretty and nice this city is during the summer months. And why shouldn't this be happening? It's sunny and we are starting to get a feel for what may come in the near future - a warm and enjoyable summer where ( Read more... )

I am not sure what the hell is wrong currently but I am particularly cynical about all things love; however, I can't stop listening to stupid love songs. It doesn't really make sense but I can't get out of it (the massive amounts of love songs nor the cynicism ( Read more... )

So a conversation with a friend inspired me to go back and look at old work of mine. Made me realize how much I miss philosophy. The books, the words, the not making sense, the struggle, the breakthrough, the insight - the start. It's been way too long since I have had my outlook focused on that, and, for that, I am a little disappointed in ( Read more... )

It seems that things are starting to make sense and because of that, I will have to keep reminding myself of the epiphany. Dreams work out the way you've always wanted. It's the escape, or maybe distortion, of reality where you allow yourself to have the glimpse of the reality you want; however, it's only a reality in your unconscious mind and ( Read more... )

Hmmm... So I am done with my first semester of school. Not too bad I must say; however, I did get quite burnt out towards the end. I was just tired of the whole thing. It started to get unnecessary in my mind. Finals week was this week and it was sad when it turned out that Marketing killed me. Apparently only 4 people in all of the sections ( Read more... )

So I have been bad about keeping up with this thing lately. I have been pretty lazy with composing my thoughts and everything while sitting a computer. That is what I do on the train. But anyways, things are good with me. I am doing well. Classes are good, friends are great, and boys will still be complicated no matter what. But that is cool ( Read more... )

Well, I have figured out if I don't have the front desk to give me time to sit at my computer to write, I don't write. I will have to do something to make that work out... but as for my life. Things are going well ( Read more... )

So it has sorta been a while since I have done a "real" update I guess. Not one that was not forced, what have I been up to lately, why do I want to cry because I am bored out of my mind ( Read more... )