I am right now going through different emotions and and my dad is freaking out.  I have been betrayed by someone who I thought was a great friend.  But his anger got in the way and I found myself on the floor.  There is more to it but I really don't feel like explaining myself to those who are his friend.  I don't care for him very much and to my ( Read more... )

I'm worried...like that isn't a surprise.I worry for  a friend of mine.  That he puts himself in a certain situation and then he lets it consume him.  It's not healthy and he deserves a lot more than he says he does.  I also feel his pain and it knocks me back a bit.  I hope he gets out of this bad relationship.  Bee and I are there for him and ( Read more... )

So in my life at the moment I am happy and I am starting school soon.  That makes me happy.  I miss my boyfriend  and hanging out with him this weekend might be tough for he has no money and at the moment I don''t either.  But We will manage.  I get to see Bee and Skigh soon and I am excited.  Dad and I are going to to dinner today before I go to ( Read more... )

One of my favorite teachers, Dan White died on saturday in a car accident.  He was cool and an amazing teacher.  He will be missed and he is loved. 

I came back to Bee's house today and was happy and then now I am pissed the fuck off. Question... If somebody gets pissed off when a 2 year old screams at them whats the point of having them help you out?  If anyone can answer that please tell me.

I am tired, I am happy because Jake and I are talking again.  We found out that someone between us was saying shit, making us say that we had said it.  so it's nice to have my friend back.

I am in so much pain and I feel like my utterus is being ripped a part.  and I feel so tired and cranky and every single function my body can produce takes so much energy.

I am tired and I want to hang with friends.  But AlasI am hanging with a friend.  And he is just a lovely as his mother.  Though he is only 2 he is very smart.   Duckies of the world his name is Skigh.

The world outside is a dark and cold as the hearts of the dead.  But fear not duckies, no one will come and hurt you.  Yet I still feel a lingering chill and the pain of a thousand needles.  Why? I will never know, but I am not scared duckies, and I will remain calm and distant.  Though I still can't help but feel the bed bugs biting into my skin ( Read more... )

I am happy at the moment, I have new glasses and I got m hair cut and I think that I look and feel better about myself.  I feel pretty for a change and I even think I might of lost some weight.  So I just want to say to everyone out there HAPPY 2009!