Relationships that are with guys who are pigs and guys who think they can get away with anything.  I now know I am gonna join the military, I just need to figure out which one I want to be in.

I have been with this guy his name is Chris and we have been a couple for four months now.  Then my friend Cliff started to hang out with us again.  A while ago I had feelings fro Cliff and since he has returned those feelings have came back.  But being with Chris I am happy.  I tried to tell Chris the I loved him but he wouldn't let me finish and ( Read more... )

today school started.  it was ok I got to sit next to my b/f Chris and the made it better.  Tomorrow night from 6 to 9:40 I have medical terminology.  that might be a bitch to go through but worth it in the end.

So I had a wonderful weekend, I had a date with a very great friend and we went to see Zombieland...it was a great movie.  Then we went back to his house.  We once again had a great time.  Sunday again we hung out and cuddled and kissed.  Monday school was boring, but Tuesday was great, I was at Bee's house and then went to pick up my dad, we went ( Read more... )

I lost him, he broke up with me and now Idk what to do.  But Bee is helping me cope and I start school today. yipee.

I am so lost, I can't loose him.  I want to cry and I don't feel like eating.  I don't know what he is gonna say all I know is I am scared and so confused.  What do I do?  I love him so much it drives me crazy.  but at the same time I know this might never work. I want this to so bad.  I need to talk to him, to get this nervousness away so I can ( Read more... )

I need to see him.  I am going crazy because I miss him so much.  I don't talk to him a lot as it is.  I love him and all I want to do is see him.  Also just so anyone reads this, he right now lives in North Carolina, because he is a marine and had to move there to my knowledge.  So yeah I miss him so much.  it breaks my heart knowing I can't see ( Read more... )

I don't care anymore...those who don't understand fuck it I don't care anymore.  Like with my family, I tried to reconnect with them and they blow up in my face.  Like Sam's( I love her and if she would like to hang great) But her husband.  Look Bee's is my best friend, and I know she's not using me.  If she was wouldn't she have moved on? No she ( Read more... )

I am in love and happy and terrific.  I love him and he loves me yay.

I feel sick and tired.