im on my own today. everyone has gone out. i decided to go shopping to get some 'ana food' so if i do eat its low in calories. im gonna get breadsticks (21cals each, carrot sticks, hot chocolate powder (30 cals per cup) and of course, diet coke! i think that should keep me satisfied for a while. im gonna walk to the shop aswell so i should burn ( Read more... )

yay im down to 115!!! just 3 more ugly pounds left to lose in 7 days. ooh, its gonna be tough but i think i can hopefully do it. i went shopping today in the late afternoon so i was busy getting ready, missed lunch then went to a friends house tonight and missed dinner. i have a headache but i dont really care. i have a xmas party on the 21st so i ( Read more... )

i need your help. what diet pills do you use? how much weight have you lost and over what length of time? i want lots of info so i can make my mind up. maybe my weight loss needs a boost of a pill. im sick to death of fucking up and not losing weight. when will i be in double digits instead of triple. its sucks so much. i want to be 99lbs ( Read more... )

times running out fast. its now 10 days till my target weight and still have 4 fucking pounds to lose. i havent eaten much today. at least i dont think so. i ate 2 pieces of bread (140 cals) and half a bowl of soup (132 cals). so thats 272 calories for me today. im not eating tomorrow so i hope to god i lose at least a pound. i am going out ( Read more... )

i feel so weak. i nearly collapsed at school today. everything went strange, i felt dizzy and light headed and my knees felt like they couldnt support my fat self. i went to get my hair cut today. i walked there and on the way back i took a long detour to make it a mini exercise session. thought i might as well. i need to lose 4lbs in 11 days. i ( Read more... )

hmmm...not much has happened to me weight wise. im 116 =( and my plan is to be 112 by xmas. the question is can i do it? i havent really been eating much or having the urge to eat either which i guess is good news. i just wish the weight would drop off quicker. i finish school in 4 days =) i have loads of parties over xmas so i wont be eating then ( Read more... )

im going through a rough patch. not much weight loss this week, only 1 pound. not too sure if i will lose 4lbs in 15 days to reach my target. but who knows? im not feeling on top of the world at the mo and im completley off my food. i have the worst pains from not eating but it feels good. it means im getting somewhere and even if theres no current ( Read more... )

woooo ive done my exams!
im so glad to get them out the way
i didnt eat all day and still havent
i want to go out and celebrate but that means alcohol=cals
plus im tired.
deffinatley next week tho to celebrate end of school!

i have my 3 exams tomorrow and im going to fail. i can see me getting in there and having a panick attack or just sitting there staring into space or writing my own thing. its the only time when im surrounded by silence, but even in my head its still noisy. i want the noises to stop, the constant chit chat of strangers to go away and leave me alone ( Read more... )

ive been thinking...whether or not i shall delay my target to news years. i have 5lbs to lose in 18days. i dont want to fail, not again. or maybe i could see how it goes and if i do fail then move my new target to new years ( Read more... )