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I'm doing well again. Been restricting for the past couple of days and I've dropped a couple of pounds to bring me back down to 115. It's not my lowest but it will do for now. Hopefully with my restriction and load of exercise I did today it should go down more and touch wood it says 114! All I ate today was a slice of turkey with vegetables and 1 ( Read more... )

oh my god! whats wrong with people. just been chatting to a friend on msn and her friend asked if i was ok coz hes worried about me! i hardly speak to this boy and hes worried about me. never guess why hes worried...food issues! why is this problem following me around so much? why is every single fucking person thinking the same thing when IM FINE ( Read more... )

the past few days have been...well hard. im fine during the day but when night falls i feel sooo depressed and shit. i went past the pet shop today. they have kittens in stock, so hopefully i should be able to get one! i will finally have my little Ziggy Stardust! im so excited. just to have someone who will love me no matter what i do and depend ( Read more... )

it feels like i havent updated in a while. i began making my prom dress last night which didnt really go to plan. first i kept on cutting the fabric too small then when it came to sewing it the machine went a bit do lally on me. i got half if it done so im not doing any more until i have a free day ( Read more... )

today was good till i went to my psych lesson. my teacher suddenly decided to tell me i have to re take two of the exams ive just done. the thing is, about a week ago he promised me i wouldnt have to re take anything. i dont like it when people break lies!especially people who i trust. so, me being me had a huge anxiety/panic attack when he told me ( Read more... )

some friends are so petty and childish. my friend said to me he didnt want to be my friend anymore (since when were we 12 again?) because i have a boyfriend. how fucked up can you get!oh and he said im acting like an idiot because i havent been round his house in a while but instead spend some time with my boyfriend. im sorry if i have a life that ( Read more... )

i feel dazed and confused. i normally feel like this when a wave of depression is about to hits me but i really wont be able to deal with that right now. i need to focus on exams, not eating my emotions and putting weight on. i really hope its not depression. ive been doing so well lately, but then again, maybe its time for another bout of ( Read more... )

i have exams...AGAIN!!! they never go away. i only had my last lot before xmas. i get really stressed and anxious around exams. it feels like everything is spinning and blurry, then i cant catch my breath and my heart beats faster and harder. i hate feeling like this. i wish i could sail through exams like everyone else at my school, but that would ( Read more... )

Why cant i sleep? i layed in bed lastnight with my curtains open looking and the moon and the stars for hours because i couldnt sleep. i started a 48hr fast yesterday and im hoping to go till tomorrow night. im out tonight so it shouldnt be that hard. then on friday i will have a bowl of low cal soup for dinner and do a fast till sunday lunchtime. ( Read more... )